DEAR GOD,
Please kill
my fuckin heart
so that I could never
love again...
NUMB ME,
ENVELOP ME with your
never ending symphaty
so I could never pity myself...
LET THIS be the last...
LET me SUFFER not
to the pain it shall give
so I could never be hurt again...
I don't want to be
self-destructive
OBSSESIVE FUCKER
who sucks in every way...
KILL it...
BREAK it into piece...
PULVURIZE the remains...
so no one can mend it back...
SHATTER it...
TORN it...
DESTOY it...
So the fragments will be lost
For all eternity.
And thus, I shall never
feel sorry again...
Truly Yours,
Me - just me.